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A slight deviation from the promised content.
I began to think today of why I choose to write this. Why I choose to explain myself to anyone else at all. Regardless of what I say in these pages, nothing will change.
Then I realized. I figured out why I want to go over this. A history. I wish to create a history. A documentation, if you will, of me. It’s hard to understand exactly what I believe now without first investigating how I felt before. How long have I had these feelings? Is it something I’ve made
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First are the impressions. I get them all the time, in everything I do. Rarely though are they of any mention what so ever. I get them every time I meet or even hear about a new person.
I have yet to figure out exactly what the impressions are, or how exactly I get them. As far as I have been able to tell, there some sort of emotional reaction to a future event/series of events. I don’t know the future. I don’t know what is going to happen. I simply get the emotions that will be felt after the event.
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How crazy does it make a person when they actually have an honest fear of someday waking up in the past as if everything they’ve lived so far has been a dream?
I have that fear. It actually scares me, keeps me up nights. I know it can’t happen. I know it’s impossible. But it terrifies me. I don’t want to go back and have to live it all again, with all the knowledge I have now. I don’t want that burden.
But this is how my mind works. It’s not that I’m not logical. Half of my brain runs entirely
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Rubber and Glue - Glass Hearts"I am rubber, you are glue."Rubber and Glue - Glass Hearts
A kid's retort that stays true to this day.
He's always had everything stick to him. The memories lay thick like layers of paint never removed. Everything he's ever heard about himself weighs him down. He tends to remember the bad and forget the good. But who doesn't?
All the thoughts he's ever had stay with him. Thinking is his thing. Over thinking. If there's one thing he's good at it's figuring out everything you didn't even know you meant. It's easy to analyze when everything sticks. Even easier
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